Lonely Night Thoughts

to be in a position where i could not balance.

to be in a situation i could not control.

to be in a game i could never win.

to be in an affair i did not desire.

to be in a circle i could not get around.

to be in a relationship i did not commit.

to be on a duty i could never serve.

to be on a mission i never succeeded.

to be on the ground i couldn't stand.

to have authority i could not claim.

to have boundaries i could not create.

to have believe i could not fathom.

it's formidable.

even for me.